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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

FUCK IT.

i find it super unreasonable! at this point of time. i really really really HATE you both to the very core. seriously, can you tell me you`ve given me a good childhood? always stressing on the family family family. i`m so so so sick of it. OMG. the thought of spending time with you both makes me balk.

you can`t understand me. when i try to voice out my opinions. you just ignore it. and don`t give me a say. i`m fucking fucking sick of this. can you just go away and live me alone. i need reprise. the way you come to your own conclusions and make ur own decisions concerning me pisses me off. MAJORLY. please. i`m already coming to seventeen. isn`t it time you took a BACKSEAT and just leave me to get along with my life. AS I CHOOSE. i can`t wait till i`m out of this house. seriously. you`re acting so childishly. puerile minds-- you`re the one that has alot of growing up to do--MENTALLY.

you want us to open up to you both? and tell you private things and things pertaining to our PRIVATE life? let me tell yu something! hey! you have sucha closed up mindset, that i`d rather keep mum and just do things in the dark. without telling you or seeking your consent. anyway, since asking you both is usually equivalent to a NO. so why ask yea?

please THINK. before you shut down the door of communication, please think of the other party. i`m going to just CLAM up one day. i really can`t take this. it`s like times like this that makes you harbour thoughts of running away? i remember i used to have thoughts like this when i was younger.

how disappointing that it happens everytime.

its really sad that their eyes are being plastered over with shit that blinds them. from the essentially simple logic. now i understand totally why pple term this the 'GAPING GENERATION GAP' knowing them, you seriously won`t think that they were young before? they were like. the epitome of great? the GOODY ones that never broke rules. the one that liked to read books. didn`t mix with guys. the one that never gave her MOTHER any problem. sorry. it`s too much to live up to. i`m never gonna be like you. so what?

i`m still angry and pissed and disappointed after this long tirade? this blog entry didn`t help much. the cold war shall commence.

if i could. i wouldn`t wanna go on holiday with them. oh god. the agony. knowing they did something like that to me. the emotional factor.

BLAHHHH. screw the world

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